Well, it’s time..
I’m finally leaving on Sunday, one way to Europe. And what a mission life has been .. escaping and divorcing my ex, recovering from illness, surviving his wrath, selling my home and belongings, and the heart ache of having no other choice but to re-home my much loved fur baby.
I’ve had to let go of a lot of things I love in order to survive one dangerous man, in order to live well and be free. Divorcing him wasn’t enough, I had to let go of my home, my belongings, my family, my pets, my country… and maybe even my identity.
Not many would believe what I’ve been through. I find it hard to believe! My life was robbed from me, but now it’s time to rob it back..
I have been blessed, at time miracles have happened. Just when I needed it most amazing help has arrived that enabled me to keep going when I really couldn’t do it alone anymore. I am grateful.
I will finally be free of this sociopathic ex. A man who would stop at nothing to destroy me.
You have to survive abusive relationships. And I never knew the degree of how sick and twisted a person can be.
Now I do. Now I am wiser.
I’m meeting two of my adult children in Spain for Christmas. We have all had the courage to leave this man and our country, and have no plans of returning.
Finally things are working out. Finally life can be good.
Can’t help but wonder what’s next… exciting!!
Stress free :o)
My house sold at auction on Thursday! Finally I’m free and feeling the pull to travel to what has always felt like my spiritual home, Southern France. My 18 year old son is travelling with me to Paris and then taking his own path and calling to Spain (also a place I’m pulled to..)
It’s taken a lot of work for me to get to this point and I can’t help feel this journey will be life changing… I’m nervous and excited.
(Just need to find a loving carer for my little fur baby).
Love & baby steps,
When you are truly being honest with yourself, you will notice that the Synchronicity will always provoke another question about your life direction, which yields another guiding intuition, which results in more Synchronicity — and so on.
When you begin to experience this kind of Synchronistic flow, you are allowing yourself to be guided by your Divinely inspired, higher intelligence. It is moving you toward your soul’s mission. Sure, your ego distractions, and certain life situations, will knock you out of the flow at times, but you have imprinted the experience in your mind, and you’ll soon find your path again.
~ Paul Coehlo
I’m not a writer but expressing myself through this blog is healing for me. I have so much to let out but it just isn’t flowing.
What I write is stilted, disjointed and not coming from my centre and I’ve been feeling this way for a very long time.
I re-read my old posts (a year or more back and I’m in awe of how I could express myself).. I just can’t write like that anymore.
This sucks.. I feel like I’ve lost my heart. Maybe I’ve experienced too much pain over the last year.
I hope I can find my heart again, I miss it..